It had always been just the two of us—my dad and me. My mother died the day I was born, leaving Johnny, my father, to become everything at once: cook, chauffeur, cheerleader, and protector. He packed my lunches every morning, flipped pancakes on Sundays without fail, and sometime around second grade, he even taught himself how to braid hair by watching YouTube tutorials late at night. His job as the janitor at my school meant I grew up hearing exactly what people thought about it: whispered comments in hallways, snide jokes, and the casual cruelty of kids who didn’t understand. “Her dad scrubs our toilets,” they’d say, or “That’s the janitor’s kid.” I never cried at school; I held it all in until I got home. Somehow, Dad always knew anyway. He would slide a plate of dinner toward me, study my face for a moment, and then say quietly, “You know what I think about people who make themselves feel big by making others feel small?” I’d shrug, blink back tears, and he’d just smile. “Not much, sweetie. Not much at all.” Somehow, that was always enough, the quiet strength of his words anchoring me in a world that didn’t always feel kind.
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