“Mom,” she asked quietly, “was I too harsh?”
That was such a Maria question.
I knelt in front of her and brushed her hair back.
“No, sweetheart,” I said. “You were brave.”
Her eyes filled, and she hugged me hard right there by the entrance.
Then she pulled back and asked, “Are you okay?”
That was such a Maria question.
I looked at her and thought about everything that came after he left. The fear. The bills. The exhaustion. All the years I worried I was not enough because he had made me feel like failing to give him a son meant I had failed at being a wife, a mother, a woman.
Maria nodded, satisfied, then picked up the list I had dropped.
And there she was.
The child he rejected.
The child who became the clearest proof that he was wrong about everything that mattered.
I smiled through tears.
“Yes,” I said. “Now I am.”
Maria nodded, satisfied, then picked up the list I had dropped.
And somehow that was perfect too.
“Okay,” she said. “But I still think the expensive cereal is emotionally necessary.”
I laughed.
“Absolutely not.”
She grinned. “After what I just did for you?”
And somehow that was perfect too.
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