I held your hand and promised you something I didn’t know how to keep: that you wouldn’t be alone.
But here’s the truth I’ve never admitted out loud—after they told me you might not walk again, I panicked.
I didn’t think I was strong enough to raise you. I didn’t think I deserved to.
Elise’s sister wanted to take you, but she was sick. The state got involved. And someone suggested a solution that would keep paperwork simpler and keep questions away from you while you healed.
So I became “Uncle Graham.”
I signed what they put in front of me. I swallowed the truth. I told myself it didn’t matter what you called me as long as you had someone.
I read those lines three times.
I remembered his hands lifting me. His voice cheering at my school awards. The way he watched the doorway when I rolled into a room, like he was silently daring the world to hurt me.

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