“Please,” I said, my voice shaking. “Just tell me what it is.”
The doctor took a slow breath.
“It’s a mass,” he said carefully. “In her abdomen.”
The word hit harder than I expected.
A mass.
I had heard it before. On TV. In other people’s stories.
Never in mine.
The truth I wasn’t ready for
They explained it slowly, gently—as if soft words could make it easier.
The scans showed a large growth pressing against her organs. That’s why she couldn’t eat. Why she was dizzy. Why she was in pain.
It hadn’t appeared overnight.
It had been growing.
While we were living our normal lives.
While I was trusting that everything was fine.
While my daughter was trying to be brave and endure something no child should have to carry.
“How long?” I asked.
The doctor hesitated.
“Months… possibly longer.”
Months.
I looked at Maya, and suddenly every moment replayed in my head—the quiet dinners, the oversized sweaters, the way she avoided eye contact.
She wasn’t being dramatic.
She was suffering.
The guilt that followed
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