Three days.
My children had been alone for three days, and I had been in boardrooms, airports, hotel suites, and black cars, believing the lies my ex-wife fed me because the truth was uglier and more inconvenient and would have required me to stop everything and look harder.
I had money, lawyers, private schools, a house with more bedrooms than we used. I had influence. Connections. Reach.
And somehow my son had still needed to borrow a neighbor’s phone to beg me to save my daughter.
Claire’s apartment complex sat behind a cracked wrought-iron gate that was permanently stuck halfway open. When we first split up, I’d offered to rent her a house in a safer neighborhood for the kids’ sake. She said she didn’t need my pity. She said she needed freedom. She said the children were happier somewhere “normal” instead of one of my sterile, polished properties where everything matched and nothing felt lived in.
The first patrol car pulled in ahead of me.
I didn’t bother parking straight. I left the car at an angle and ran.
Apartment 2B.
Mrs. Carter—a gray-haired woman in pink scrubs and bedroom slippers—stood in the hallway clutching Noah against her side. He looked tiny. Smaller than I remembered from just the week before. His dark blond hair stuck out in uneven tufts, his T-shirt was wrinkled and stained, and his face—my God, his face—looked hollow.
When he saw me, his expression didn’t change the way it used to.
No relief. No rush into my arms.
Just exhaustion.
“Dad.”
I dropped to my knees and grabbed his shoulders. “Where’s Ellie?”
He pointed toward Claire’s apartment with a trembling hand.
The door was already open. A police officer was inside, calling out for EMS.
I ran in.
The smell hit first—stale air, sour trash, dirty dishes, something medicinal underneath it, and the suffocating heaviness of a place where no adult had done a single ordinary thing for too long. The blinds were mostly closed, the living room dim except for a strip of daylight. Toys were scattered across the floor. A cartoon played silently on the television.
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