Lucas’s smile faded. “Am I in trouble?”
“No,” Nathan said quickly. “Not at all.”
They sat on the couch. Lucas between them, eyes darting from face to face. He sensed the gravity like animals sense weather.
Evelyn took his hand. “Lucas… you remember when you asked about your dad?”
Lucas nodded. “You said he left before I was born.”
Evelyn swallowed. “That wasn’t… the full truth.”
Nathan leaned forward, careful. “Lucas, someone lied to me a long time ago. They told me your mom had died. So I didn’t know she was alive, and I didn’t know you existed.”
Lucas’s eyes widened, outrage flaring. “Who would lie about that?”
Evelyn’s voice was gentle but firm. “Someone who didn’t want us to be a family.”
Lucas looked at Nathan, then asked the question Nathan had dreaded. “So where is my dad now? Does he know about me?”
Nathan’s heart pounded.
Evelyn squeezed Lucas’s hand and nodded toward Nathan.
Lucas turned, studying Nathan’s face as if searching for a hidden truth behind familiar features.
Nathan breathed in.
“Lucas,” he said softly, “I’m your dad.”
Silence.
Lucas stared, mouth slightly open. The room seemed to wait with him.
He looked at Evelyn. “Is he telling the truth?”
Tears slipped down Evelyn’s cheeks. “Yes, baby.”
Lucas stared at Nathan again, voice small. “Then why weren’t you here?”
Nathan didn’t flinch from it. He owed him honesty, not comfort.
“You’re right,” Nathan said. “I should have asked more questions. I should have fought harder for the truth. I was broken by grief, and I made the wrong choice. I will regret that forever.”
He knelt, keeping his voice steady. “But I can’t change the past. I can only choose what I do now. And I’m choosing you. Every day. For as long as you’ll let me.”
Lucas’s eyes filled.
“What if I’m mad?” he whispered.
“Then you get to be mad,” Nathan said. “And I’ll still stay. That’s what dads do. They don’t leave when it gets hard.”
Lucas wiped his face. “Mom says promises are easy.”
“Your mom is right,” Nathan said. “So don’t believe me because I’m saying it. Believe me because I’m going to show it.”
Lucas stared for a long moment, then reached out and touched Nathan’s cheek like he needed to make sure he was real.
“You’re really my dad,” he whispered.
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