Neither do you.
The rest of the shift passes in a blur. Beatrice notices your face immediately.
“You look ill,” she says in the hall.
“I’m tired.”
“That’s not what this is.”
But you cannot speak. Not yet. Not until you know whether you have lost your mind.
That night, after the children are asleep, you drag the dented metal box from the back of your closet. Inside are the remains of your first life. Your mother’s wedding ring. Two postcards. A yellowing county fair ticket. And a photograph.
The edges are curled. The image has faded, but not beyond recognition. There you are at eleven, front teeth too big, one knee skinned. Beside you stands Mateo, thirteen and grinning sideways, one arm flung around your shoulders, shirt half-open because he had been showing off that same ridiculous moon-shaped birthmark. Behind you, your grandmother sits on the porch holding sweet tea and trying not to laugh at whatever nonsense he had just said.
You stare at the picture until your eyes burn.
The next morning, you almost call in sick. Instead, you tuck the photo into your bag and go to work.
Adrián is already dressed when you arrive, jaw dark with stubble, expression like winter.
“Coffee,” he says without looking at you.
“You should eat first.”
“Coffee.”
You set the tray down on the side table and take the photograph from your bag with slow, deliberate hands.
“I brought something,” you say.
His gaze cuts toward you.
You cross the room and place the picture on his lap. He cannot pick it up, so he just looks down at it. For one second, nothing moves.
Then all the color drains from his face.
The room seems to contract around that silence.
He stares at the image the way people stare at an open grave.
“Where did you get this?” he asks, but his voice has already changed. The words come out rougher, younger somehow, scraped clean of polish.
“It’s mine.”
He looks up at you.
“No,” he says softly. “No.”
Your whole body is trembling again, but this time you force the question through it.
“Who are you?”
He shuts his eyes.
For a long while, you think he might refuse. The old walls return visibly, stone by stone, as if he can rebuild himself fast enough to survive what’s happening. But the photo is there. The mark is there. The scar is there. And something in your face, maybe the shape of your eyes or the sound of your voice when it broke in the bathroom, has found a locked room in him and kicked the door open.
When he speaks, it is barely above a whisper.
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